Something about using computers that aren't mine reminds me how much I hate my own. The screen is rubbish, it's noisy, it's slow and makes me angry. The new plan is to buy my macbook the day I hand my dissertation in, so that it arrives the next day which I have off work (I assume that as soon as it is in, I will be extremely drunk) and then I can play with it allll day.
Finals? What?
I've decided never to consume as much coffee as I did this morning again, it makes me go mad. I am quite tempted to give it up all together. I imagine it would help the anxiety and insomnia.
I've cheered myself up quite a lot from earlier. I think I need a few days just away from everything, so tonight I intend to tidy my room then lock myself in it. I've realised that I've got to stop being so dependent on everybody else for my emotional support- I can't even bring myself to log out of msn because I have to be talking to someone, and I check my phone obsessively every few seconds (I have to have it on silent because loud noises make me jump. Yes, really.) Still, admitting you have a problem is the first step and all that!
An amusing thing before I depart: I managed to realise my dress had riden right the way up to be showing my underwear to the world thanks to my backpack, and was sorting it out whilst still walking just as the automatic doors opened in front of me, hit me, and I fell over. Luckily, there was no one around. But it was a good image.
(Ok, one last amusing thing: I discovered today that La Senza do padded bras in a 36E! Why? I tried on on. I looked like a Dolly Parton tribute act. Career plan!)
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